holy shittt..

i havent slept..since i woke up for college at 5.45 in the morning on thursday.no sleep.at all.imagine that.i had to stay up to do my GROUP eald assigment.Little red riding hood.make it politically correct..arent fairytales politically correct anyway.so i slaved and slaved and slaved.and i finally finished it.my mum came down at 6 in the morning and enquired if i had any sleep at all..to that i replied *put the lime in the coconut*..=.=..she made me drink a cup of black coffee to wake me from my reverie..on an empty yummy..my brain went zing zing zing..and i STILL hadnt finished that script..thank you god..with the powers that be..i finished it in the car..printed seven damn copies for my useless team members..hahahaha..we had chem first period..titration..damn la..i attepmted 5times before i realised that i was taking the NaOH concentration wrongly !! before all that we had to wash the stuff with distilled water..i was washing the burette..then i felt the bottom of my shirt wet..look down and see i forgot to close the lock..wtfff..the thing peed all the way into the sink..hahahahahahaha..damn..then i had 3 faulty equipments..wat the fuuckk..damn pipette..the thing didnt wanna move at ALL..no matter how hard i squished the fugging rubber thing..THEN..i was slowly titrating..i dont know if thats a real word..hahahahahaha..the acid started cming out of the little hole that its NOT supposed to come out off..wateva la..ended up taking ash's burette and doing it..FINALLY..after one and a half hrs..i have ONE successfull titration shit..=.=

woah..

i have a newfound point of view for taxi drivers now...they arent that scary..XD..took a cab..ALONE..to one utama..whr my significant other picked me up..thr was a choice between a nice looking chinese man..who offered me RM20..or the big scary unkept indian dude..who offered me RM10..and me being naturally paranoid..LOL..took the expensive one..i pokai la..someone said its a ten minute cab ride..watever la..its 30mins of looking out the window and fearing for my life..hahahahahaha..dropped me off at the taxi place there..2 bangla workers..unloading newspapers..stopped and stared..most probably cause i was alone..straightaway called somebody..kept me company until he came..went to his place..his sisters are AWESOME..his twin..chanelle..she can sing bloody well..his younger sister..tania..she's only 12..bt she looks bloody matured..his youngest sister..joanna..jeez..how cute can someone get..ahahahaha...fucker..his brother..adrian..GODDAMN..hw the hell did this people hit the gene pool jackpot la..AND..he sings linkin park..exactly like chester..so unfair..his youngest brother..justyn..O.M.G...he SO FUGGING ADORABLE..he's missing his two front teeth..and he talks really fast..LOL..i have no idea whats he talking abt sometimes..his dad is super duper friendly..like a teddy bear..didnt see ervin this time..he had a headache..met ervin's girlfriend sonya tho..she had a superman shirt..i have batman..hahahahaha..so random..XD

hahahahahahahahahaahahah

i believe its happening again..and ames isnt here to pull me through..shooting the messenger is just..whatever la..especially under the circumstances..i'll survive..did it once..sure as hell can do it again..

why life sucks

exams are over..its not like i studied anyway..fugging applics..the poor soul who's gonna mark my paper is gonna die from laughter...that paper sucked ass..sigh..double digits..that's all im asking for..double digits..this week..its been bittersweet..monday i had psycho..it was an ok paper..then i had bio..goddamn..when i was studying for it..i had my pillow on the floor and my osmosis paper in my hand..and i was reading..and reading..and..rea..*snore*..fell asleep tru the night..whatever la..chem was okay..the only thing im super confident abt is the first question of stoichiometry...wth right..XD..i had an awesome time on thursday..after my exam..met my significant other..and his mother and older brother who is FUGGING HOT..i almost died when i got into the car..his mum is so preety..i almost tought it was one of the sisters..it was an awesome day..then i had to go back..friday came with the shit-ass applics paper..after 2 and a half hrs..i couldnt take staring at random ppl's faces..i stared at govi's face..thinking *look at me look at me look at me*..note to self..it really works..then i gave her facial gestured and head signs telling her to hand in the paper..so we cn leave..nancy was sitting right behind her at the time..so..i killed two birds with one stone..XD..3 of us left..whats the point in staying..i already put whatever's in my head ( which isnt much ) in that paper..went for lunch..that stupid maggi man wasnt thr..spoilt my day..went home..talking to him is so bloody consuming..i think i've spent over fifty dollars on top-up's..maybe more..and my line just got barred..go figure..thr 5th time..wth man..i checked my bill..its only 160bks..i will die if i tell my parents my line got barred agn..sigh..something was said..and i was happy..then i found out..and now im not..i hate this..screw it la..i wish i could feel what i felt be4 i found out..block it out..bt its not going to happen..sooo..whatever..always been a go with the flow kinda person..XD

stupid laughing gas

OMG..the most embarassing thing happened..TOPS all other moments..this is how it started..i went to the dentist..cause my youngest brother wants braces..and then..my DAD decides to have us all checked out at the same time..the woman put me in this room..im lying on the cool chair..humming..'i believe i can flyyyy'...then the dentist walks in...and he thinks im thr for a cavity ! then he gives me laughing gas..i was like..'oh cool..they do that for check-ups too'..thank you god for overprotective fathers..my dad walks in and correct that almost horrible incident..after the thing that they did..i have good oral hygiene btw..thats what the dentist said..XD..i was feeling all woozy from the laughing gas..i sat down in the chairs waiting for my brother to finish..and i had NO idea what the hell i was spouting from my mouth..then it happened..i started singing adam lambert's version of 'if i cant have you'...=.=...oh my god..my brothers didnt do shit to save my reputation..they were to busy laughing their asses off..thank you..im glad i amuse you..thank you god for not putting hot guys in that room at that time..just small kids and old people...*SIGH*...i shall never show my face in public again..EVER..damn wei..why does this nonsense stuff keep happening to me..why ??..aahahahahaha

my babieess !

some of my besties seem to think that im drifting away further and further from them..thats not true !!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS !!! TO THE MAX....im just caught up in a whole load of things right now..half good half bad..LOL...i really miss you guys..the whole jungle ppl..i want that comfort again..the knowledge that we grew up together..you know ALL my moments..hahahaha..the brokn phone..the shitty time in form4..if it wasnt for you..i dont think i would have coped with it as ok as i did..i really really want that back..school life was a constant..college is an ever-changing wave..and you know me..i need stability..hahahaha..remember redang's promise..taboo...falling..staying in class during break..library ' study sessions'..LOL..will never ever forget them..EVER..i love you guys..and im not changing..hahahaha..im not..MUAXX

4hr break=camwhore session in pyramid

i have more pics bt im too tired to upload them now..hahaha

what shall i talk abt...

its been an up and down kinda week..my timetable changed..again !! the 3rd time mind you..i didnt mind shifting bio..i got changed outta my english class too ! i wasnt gonna stand for that..muahahaha..together with one gang..we marched up to her office and demanded to change..LOL..no lerr..not that dramatic..we clamly went to her and requested to shift back to our original english class..im ashamed to admit my main motivation was that my new timetable didnt allow breaks the same time as g or anyone..LOL..wth..damn wei..i hated my 2nd timetable change..then i found this bunch of amazing nuts to spend it with..jia..my crazy perasan friend who i just clicked with..kesh/durga..the serious practical one..govini !..the one who's stories make my tummy hurt every single time..we're joined by the members and the president of the Pclub..thiru and andrew..harpreet.if his stalker isnt around..ahahaha...then vanitha ALMOST destroyed my life..hahahaha woah..so dramatic..lucky man..now the new one kinda rocks..except my wednesdays are full days.=.=...its ok..small price to pay..hahaha..

the unfairness !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADAM LAMBERT SHOULD BE THE AMERICAN IDOL...he has the most AMAZING VOICE EVER !!!!!!! sigh..im snubbing nxt yr's competition..i swear to god i will..even if the hottest guy alive is a competitor..i was stoning thr trying to figure out how to do the equilibium when the message came in..=.=...kris allen won..horror..disbelief then rage..WHAT ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!...nvm !! adam's SO definitly gonna get signed anyway..like chris daughtry..yay !!

not again...

pain !!!! i left my aisprin at home ! how could i have been so stupid..managed to tahan until i went home..thank god..=.=...damn cramps..had to keep moving the entire day..if i stayed still for more than 5sec's..BOOM..the pain will hit me again..wtf..nvm..its only for one day..hopefully..

nnnooooooo !!!

wth..wth wei..hahahaha...some dungu decided to throw my RM501 guess bag over the bathroom floor..=.=..here's what happened..i had my 'special time of the month'...then my pad was in my bag which was in class..i told her to bring the pad for me..then she's cming back and asking me..how u wan me to pass it to you lerr..im sitting there and thinking wat the hell she talking abt it lerr..its just a teeny tiny thing..throw it up lerr..i've done that many times be4..then i look up and expecting to see the pink little thing flying and what do i see ?? my bag ! falling down like a sack of potatoes..i was in shock before horror kicked in...'OMG OMG OMG..G !!! WHAT ARE U DOING !!! HAHAHAHAHAAH'...dammit wei..then she said..'you oni said take the bag !! '...i replied back..'no !!! i said take the PAD ! '...LOL LOL LOL...wth man..hahahaha..damn funny..my bag's ok..bruised but alive..sigh..went out for lunch and met my girlfriends ! andre..amy and elsie !! LOL..im SOOOOOO sorry im late...aint my fault..haha..great seeing you guys again..so many memories..sigh..wish we had more time !

LOL..i dont even know what to say


adjusting my specs..and deena so smartly took the pic..XD


be4 going to orange to meet jia and durkesh



my chem teacher whose really cool when she's nice and really mean when she's not..hahaha

whr's the metal bar ?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA...joel damn dumb wei...LOL..today we went to orange for lunch..wun..joel..govini and i..we were supposed to meet up with jia and durkesh..bt since they were walking from durkesh's hse..it took FOREVER for them to reach..we called them and asked them 'you coming today or tommorow ? '...hahaha..so funny..finally we were all together..then we started talking and talking...laughing about nonsense..then joel did the funniest thing ever ! he put his foot on govini's feet thinking it was a metal bar thing where you could rest yr foot..she didnt say anything..then her retracted it..then govini pulled her's back...LOL LOL..joel wanted to rest his foot on the 'metal bar' again...HAHAHAHA..he like look under the table and went 'eh..whr did the metal bar go ?? '..then govini scolded him back..'what metal bar ?? thats my foot !! '...wth..i couldnt stop lauging for ages..i have stomach cramps now cause of the too much laughing..oh my lord..i was in the shower last night washing my face be4 i go to bed..and then the monster bottle of johnson's baby shower cream terjatuh..i bent down to pick it up...and then *BANG*..i hit my head on the shower knob..damn fugging pain..i was stunned thr and started crying in the shower...=.=...bloom ! bloom ! bloom !...hahahahha..im so exited !!!!!!!!...wat to wear wat to wear..

stupid shuttle bus

goddamn those shuttle buses..govini and i were waiting at pink ( a restaurant outside the college ) cause i had a bubble-tea craving..so we were waiting..govini..me and my bubble-tea..i saw the shuttle bus pass by..bt it took me a few seconds to actually comprehend what i saw..hahaha..so i was practically dragging G shouting 'the bus ! the bus ! '..we were 2 mins away when the bus started leaving..nnnooooo...walking back..i realised i forgot to pay for my bubble-tea !! so malu ! then we ended up waiting for jia and durkesh to come so we can take the cab..had to take two cause the max capacity of one cab is 3 ppl..so wierd..in the car G did something..and i started gttin paranoid..stupid..=.=..i feel like such a retard just thinking abt it now..anyway..we went there to meet durkesh's date..go in the toilet..like as if ALL of us meeting somebody lerr..putting makeup..perfume all that..haha..then we waited..and waited..and waited..wth..i hate waiting for people..finally he came..then we were free ! went to McD for lunch..woon accidently kicked a pram with a baby in it..LOL..the mum gave him such a dirty look..then we were going to the entrance there..govini's like..'eh..if got the shuttle bus..lets take it lerr..its free what..'ngam ngam the shuttle bus was there..LOL LOL..we started running..well..technically woon ran..we shuffled behind him..it looked like this..** woon running with a bag on his shoulders..and 4 girls shuffling behind him laughing their asses off **...i shall never show my face in pyramid again..the stupid bus waited another 5mins after we boarded..we could have walked !!!!!!!!

isnt my psych teacher HOT..XD


caught in the act of not listening to another's debate..




my debate-rocker..verbally abusing someone else..she's actually very cute and yummy..haha..sometimes..XD XD





all happy-happy..longest 3.56 mins of my life was over..bwahaha



After our debate..dosent she look like a mouse




my newest can-whorer..she's the 2nd cutest person i've ever met..ZYU WENN !

SPOCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my lord..spock is so yummy..i believe i am the only person alive who would say that..zachary quinto rocks that character !! i just wanna tear zoe sanada apart..cuz she kisses him..arrr..XD..i dont have to worry about trying to find someone to watch it with me now..i already have..sigh..nero is kinda hot too if not abit maniacal..haha..when spock beamed onto the surface of vulcan..his position was so..ooh-la-la..but his mum died..so sad..my brother said im biased because spock's character is played by the person who plays sylar on heroes..cheh..whatever..im not so hyped up about my debate anymore..when it comes down to the wire..i believe i will faint out of pure nerves..and that god-damn chemistry test on monday..i havent even studied !!!

skip ! skip ! skip !

i skipped today..i skipped bio..i actually wanted to go..i was in the library with govini..she was 'studying' her econs..i was sitting beside her with blue..we had to whisper..cause ppl were giving us funny looks..then govini went to screw her tests..XD..i was thr with him lerr..i was thinking..k lerr..another 10 mins..go late abit nvm..its not like she's gonna suddenly wanna turn up early right..i was talking and talking and talking..i didnt realise the time passing by..by the time i realised it was TOO late to turn up 'abit late' for class..LOL..i had a great time talking to blue tho..he's really fun to be with..then my mum called..has abit of a heart-attack when i couldnt find my books..( joel so very kindly carried them up to class for me thinking that i would come ) i owe him lunch..haha..leon lai ! almost made me kena caught..=.=...then i found my books..i had govini's file with me..and blue's like..'lemme carry lerr..'..i didnt want him to..lol..then he's like ' pls lerr..dont spoil my macho-ness'..=.=...i decided to be a feminist and carry my books all the way down..hahaha..today's debate..oh my lord..tracy was SO funny..she's like..'go look in the dissitionary'..LOL..comic relief lerr..after the boring-ness of the other debates..go tracy !

i think that make's top 3...

## this event took place in the facebook chatbox ##



Ni
did u do yr part of the thingy..slacker..XD..hurry up and send it to me..i need to pee !
**when i realised it wasnt my friend but HIM**

OMG !!!omg..omg..omg..omg
i.am.so.sorry
aahhh..i like pressed straight away..then you came on..and then i accidently pressed you
oops..

Shaun
wht thing?

Shaun
haha

Ni
nothing
no thing
im sorry
lol

Shaun
hahaha
oh ok

Ni
im glad u have a sense of humour
its yr bday !
happy bday !
oops..i gtg..lol..im sorry..again..c ya ! XD

Shaun
oh ok
yea for sure
haha
thnks for the wish

Ni
why arent you out ?
celebrating

Shaun
going soon
and got a test tomoro so nothin too late

Ni
owh
ic
do you have msn
are u on9
i hate talking here
lol

Shaun
oh
nope not online yet
later
canttellcuzhe'smine@hotmail.com
**see the smoothe way i got his msn..XD**
then we said our goodbyes..bla..bla..bla..

i ALWAYS make a fool of myself with guys..wtf lerr..LOL..amy's getting a kick outta this..i know..

waaatttt...

wat..wat..wat..how the heck am i supposed to do a 3500 word report !! aaaaahhh..i wasnt even paying attn when she was explaining the format..lab assesment on friday..i have no idea what kind of questions she gonna ask..topic test nxt monday..i cant bring myself to study !!!! *sniffle*sniffle*...i hate college lerr..so much for independence..it isnt any difference to in school..its probably even worse..i watched ' a walk to remember '..the dvd which 'the ass' was supposed to bring but never did..should have known..tina brought it for me..yay..bt..it isnt as nice as ppl said it would be..maybe the book will be better..hehehe..omg..i borrowed pan's labyrinth from the library just for kicks lerr..to put my library card to good use..and when i went to return in..2 days late no less..the lady open the dvd cover..by god ! it wasnt there !...=.=..SOMEONE forgot to take it out of the dvd player before handing it over to me..so memalukan..sigh...

oh my lord..

stupid kancil..i swear to god it has a vendetta against me..that damn bukit..go up and go down..go up and go down..aaarrggh...worse still..my 'instructor' buggered off to the mearby restaurant and left me in the car..first time i went was ok lerr..my enjin mati halfway..i on the car agn and just accelerated..screw the balancing shit..2nd time..my car literally reversed..by itself mind you..it took all willpower not to jump out and run screaming for the hills..i attempted to press the break..and in my chaotic mind i forgot the clutch..enjin mati..again !..it was so bloody hot..i wasnt allowed to on the air-con b'cause the car will presumbly nt perform to its full functions..went round for another try..i was like..' i can do this..i can do this..'..make the car straight..let the clutch go..accelerateeee...i pressed too hard..i zoomed up the hill..=.=..again another round..this time i did it..only the stupid handbrake..i.cant.pull.it.up..apparently its b'cause i press the button then pull up but its supposed to be the other way round..sigh..then i did it again..and again..and again..of all the times i tried it..only 3 i did properley..hmph..i prefected my 3-point turn..yipee !..so happy..finally something went right..then my mum asked me to ask my instructor to drop me off at the office..he said he knew where it was..so i was msg-ing on my phone and not paying attention and he's like ' we're here '..i looked up and its a huge yellow brickstone building..( my dad's one is a huge blue glass building )..i looked at him and my heart went * DUP DUP DUP DUP *..out came a squeak..i know..so memalukan..i said..' no..this isnt it..'..he tought it was glomac putra or something..we had to take a HUGE u-turn to gt bk..lord help me..ended up hanging around the office until 6 to await the arrival of a puppy that my dad's finance director is gtting from the insurance manager..so bloody adorable..so tiny !!..sigh..*cue wistfull memories* of my 'dog'..XD..i gtg finish that psych report that's due monday..darn it..completley forgot until joel asked me abt it and i pretended that i was already halfway tru..Xp..ssshh..

change of direction

taylor kitsch ! taylor kitsch ! i love him..he's so hot..here comes..caspian peter tai lung bruce GAMBIT cook..isnt that an amazing name for my future baby..and sabretooth is kinda hot too..he has sex appeal..bwahaha..but the movie isnt as great as made out to be..i saw hugh jackman's ass though..consolation prize..Xp..i love the opening scene when they storm the nigerian base looking for the meteor..OMG..wade does that thing woth his samurai sword..i swear i melted in my seat right there..and we find out hw he gets the name wolverine..cyclops !..i love his power..so amazing..*BOOSH* he burns down an entrie school..if i keep saying stuff..amy will probably kill me..so i better stop now..i met amy today !!! omg..didnt realise how much i missed her..jun came like a half-hour before the movie started..we bought the popcorn and stuff and the lady at the counter was like 'thank you' and jun went ' no..thank YOU'..lol..you should have seen the lady's face..classic wei..went to popular..i cant resist the temptation..new books !..i cajoled william into giving me money...yippy..bought a new book..gonna read it tonight..despite..proclamations 'no no..im gonna do my work'..yea right..i wanna watch the hannah montana movie..thr..i've said it..maybe i'll buy the pirated version..im sure they dont allow any1 under 14 into the cinema for that show..sigh..adam lambert is hot..yes i know he's gay..i tought it was gonna be like a chris daughtry moment during elimination..thank god ppl still have their sanity intact..la-di-da..i gtg..somebody got all uppity with me and said ' i have a dota match..can u pls gt off the laptop now *sniff* ' ..=.=..

hugh jackman !!

i wanna watch wolverine..i wanna watch wolverine..i wanna watch wolverine..its my mantra..im hoping it will come true..it better ! or im gonna push somebody down the escalator and say..'take that'..lol..meeting jun and janne and ames today in pyramid..told my mum my group and i discusing the debate..wth..i know she wont let me go otherwise..then i wear this statement-t that says..'i may not be perfect but parts of me are preety awesome'..and she says ' dont wear shirts like that anymore'..im not 12 !!! sigh..parents..omg..i have a huge blue-black on my leg..it literally runs the length of my entire femur..last night..i needed to go pee..and i felt admiral bunny (my stuffed super soft fluffy bunny ) fall down..so instead of groping in the dark..i decide to on the light to complete my search and rescue mission,i ended up groping the wall for the light switch and *BAM*..i fell face down off my bed onto the floor..my leg smacks against the bedpost..i lie on the floor for a few moments muttering all the foul words i knew in every language i knew..ended up making a few up as i went along..damn frigging pain..omg..never agn..i'll just wait until the morning to pee if i have to..

wtf...

wtf..wtf ..damn shitty week..and in aint over yet !! at least im on 'break' until nxt monday..break my ass lerr..shit load of work to do..3 psych reports..bio homework..lab assesment waiting for me when i get back..vanita expects 100..a debate which my team has not discussed yet..and i frigging screwed up that app test..12/39..janne !! help me !..wth..and its just like secondary school all over again..all that friend issues..fuck..i wish i were back in school and i knew all those girls and guys my entire life and not have to start over and go through all this shit..im not going to use names..lets call them..attn-hore and sob..ok..i used to be close to sob..then attn-hore comes along and now they are like always together and leave me out..attn-hore has this way of drawing attn to herself..hence the code-name..she goes..sob ! sob ! sob !..ppl have no other option bt to layan her..sigh..i need a william...i need william !! someone to constantly talk to..tell everything to..loser..go for jan intake..aaaahhhh !! i need some1 to bitch with..lol..i go out with esther and zhennie every thurs to talk abt all the wrong's in our life..one hour of pure bitching..bliss..lol..kk..i gtg..tv awaits..

stuff..

oh man..what a week..stay up until 3 in the morning ATTEMPTING to do applics..find out the test isnt for another two days..then proceed to screw up my applics test on the designated day..get acceptable marks for my psych test..find out i have no cheek cells whatsoever in bio..try not to fall asleep during eald..get the boring-est chamical in the world to work with during my first ever chem lab..so anti-climatic..everything also..no reaction..no reaction..wat the fuck..i didnt bother doing the last 9 chemicals on my list..i already knew the answer..no bloody reaction..sigh..went to pyramid on friday to meet patricia..who left for new zealand the nxt day..we went to take those sticker photos..bt since neither of us spoke japanese we just tapped tapped at the screen and ended up hving 3 pic's instead of 4..=.=..sad case..saturday..what a day..slept in until 12..first time since i started college..thank you god..watched the entire season2 of the tudors..gosh..i just love natalie dormer as anne boleyn..a-mazing..slept summore..brothers came home form sports day..darn it..decided to take my shower..lol..slept even more..read Nicholas Spark's 'The Choice'..OMG..im seriously addicted to buying the books with the plastic covers !! i have no more money !!! WTF ! damn lerr wei..i gotta stop..i have nine unread books in my drawer..( i can hear amy gasping and fainting at this revelation )..sigh..sunday..esthers bday party..9 ppl came..hazmi..sean..chern shreyn..michelle..wey jian..esther and i..i had a potato salad..they didnt have a single vege thing on their menu..wth..i just stole some mee from esther's and michelle's bowl..the ice-cream dessert the boys ordered..green tea..ice-fruit juice..jeannie refused to gimme his bracelet as a token of our fake-friendship..followed me into toys'r'us..LOL..loser..i will update those pics soon..if i remember..haha..ciao

AAAHHH !!

marshmellow !!!! ...i screwed up my bloody applics test !!!!!!
tommorow gt chem test !!! my psych report !! OMG OMG OMG..why cant life be simple again..dun care if hw is done anot..just go to school..'did u do it..no ? neither did i..cool'..now its like..'did u MANAGE to do it ? i didnt do the 2nd last question..shit lerr..lemme see..'..sigh..lol..today walking into applics class..cause alyssa lent me the bio text bk to photostat and jun lent me his labcoat..i was juggling the eald file..dictionary which abby insists we bring into ever class even tho we use it sparingly..my chem file and books..its like a bloody tower..and sim was like..'damn nisha..thats alot of books..i bet if i push u abit you will tip over..'darn it..ash wasnt thr summore to 'help' me carry..we had to do a 1 minute speech on barack obama's letter to his daughters after he was elected as president-elect..and i just knew abby was gonna call me out first..true enough..ta-da..damn boring lerr eald..i had high hopes for it cause its my forte and..damn..was i dissapointed..BORING !! and i had a wierd dream yest while my short nap when i came back from college..in involved that flimsy metal thing ash was carrying around to build something for physics and my psych lecturer and me clobbering her to death..if frued knew about it..he'd say that i have an inate desire to murder jessie..hhmm...LOL..anyway..i gtta finish up that psych report..practice my chem..and attempt to got to bed before 12 tonight..ciao..

how long has it been..

woah..it seems like i havent updated in centuries..omg..i can see the cobwebs hanging..lol..wat shall i blog abt..urh..lets see..my lessons..they're ok..chemistry's my fav..no surprise thr..vanitha is like sanizah..she makes chem fun..then priya is funny in a kooky kinda way..applics math..eald and psych are..like..sejarah..wit abu..XD..i love my friends..they make my days so much brighter ! jomky..whose real name is jamie..is the bouncing forever chipper one..we call her jomky because when deena asked her to spell her name she spelled it as..J-O-M-K..dun ask me why..lol..then there's alyssa..al bear..my 'cool' friend who leaned on the pole and slipped..and who got so exited over the t-shirt..B ! attie-kins..so many names for her..so preety her hair..and ash ! my designated book-carrier..calls me pampered sri kl student..deena..i got her addicted to 16th century england..kekeke..tina ! my applics buddy..haha..yvette..whose biting sarcasm wakes me up in the morning..joel..who is asleep the entire day..the male version of lian..govini..my psych-lets share answers friend..XD..any many many more..gosh..i really miss school like mad..especially when i go send my brothers and pick them up..bt..i think i'll make the transition ok..now that i have them..i still have william..thank god for that..i think i'll be lost without him..that's how dependant i am on him..shantan..will always have a soft spot for him..damn that..haha..JAN !..so glad she's there..esther..missing her crazy..yingying..gotta find a time to mt up wit her..so many old friends from primary school..shannon..sandeep...whos super hot now..anil..urh.and many other faces that i cant recall the names..keke..i shall blog 2mmo..i think..lol..chemistry polarity awaits..Xp

ehehe..

woah..how long has it been..urh..feels like months..XD..so many many things to say..college is o-k..haha..its like school..dreary..draggy..my stomach was so used to hving food at that certain time of the day..when i started college..the timetable is so erratic that im gtting gastric cramps..dum-dum-dum...i have friends now..thank god..my timeable's really cool..except on fridays..i only have one class on monday..bt my friday's are bk to bk..aint that sucky..8 hrs non-stop..OMG OMG...the guys in my semester are frigging hot !! thr's u know who..and then you know the other who..and then the other you know who..XD..we hv yt to cm up for code-names for them yt..they arent the typical hot guy..bt they definetly have lots of f-worthiness to make up for it..I WALK UP TO THE BLOODY 4TH !! FLOOR EVERY DAY !!..im gearing up to wear heels..on tue..joel keep saying i wont do it..i'll show him..5-inches worth of hell..he already owes me 2 coke's anyway..i totally screwed up my chem test on fri..teacher's s gonna gimme unwante attn..dat sucks..lol..i walked into a wall..and my brother let me..damn it..fri i had 2 cups of coffee cause i was ike dying there and my eyes couldnt stay open..on an empty stomach mind you..sat morning i woke up and had a blood rush..i walked out of the room and..it went like this.."pradeep..whr's every..*SMACK*.."..my loser bro sitting on the couch watching telly was laughing his ass off..3 words my friend..revenge is sweet..kekeke..chem is so bloody complicated..bad enuf i sucked in the calculation part in f4..dunno who didnt teach proprley.."pottashium anyone ?"..this one is even more complicated..*SOBSOB*..my dad brought me to pyramid yest 2 get a new bag..roxy bit my old one..i foolishly put my mcdonalds fries in thr hoping to hide it from the boys..and my dumb dog gt a wiff of it as i passed..he gt me this snake leather brown bag..i feel like a hypocrite..and i wanted those heels and i gt them..then my mum said i *needed* a watch..and i gt one too..i was telling jun abt it and he's like.."nisha..guess wat ?..i dont care !.."..it ws a good one..lol..i.have hw which i was supposed to complete on sat..it is bloody difficult to smash a 1000 word essay into a 100 words..ciao..applicable math awaits..c ya on wed..hehe..

*phew*

my results wasnt that good..i wasnt worried..i was freaked out abt how i was going to tell my dad..OMG..he's like more cool than me..he's like.."its ok..nothing big..go register for college tommo"..damn..he gave me a thou also..i felt so guilty..keke..went to pyramid..and had some ""therapy""..some ppl would know wat that means..haha..rest of the money i gave to my mum to put in my bank..he went to thailand this morning..im waiting for my mum to finish the prayers in my dad's office room..then sunway !..jan gave insider's info yest abt this brazillian hottie..keeping my eyes peeled..it was so amazing to see every1 yest..seeing them them again at sean's class reunion..wat to wear..wat to wear..lol..amy..im sorry i 4gt to call u last night..again..i was reading "the boleyn inheritance"..i know wat you're saying right now..i love you too..XD..there's something i wanna ask a certain bestie of mine..bt its kind of a sensitive issue..sigh..dunno lerr..see first..discuss wit every1 first..lol..gtg sunway now..i WILL post pic's of the reunion..no camera..dad took it to thailand..phone !! XD

salute

LOL..forgot to say something..yesterday on the way home..we kena caught in a jam..my brothers havent eaten yet lerr..so they like when im having PMS and somebody wakes me up..then when we got to the front and the traffic police gestured for us to move..XD XD..kavin and manesh salutes the traffic police..omg..it was the most funniest thing i had ever seen.couldnt stop laughing for ages..XD XD XD XD..*sigh*..love em...hate em..god knows..

missing pendrive !!

NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!! i lost my pendrive..this sucks..that's one gig of my life right there..aaarrrgghh..i remember downloading a song..and then memory's blank..ahahahaha..all mp pics.. = ( ...damn it..results cming out nxt thurs..dad going overseas nxt friday..at least if my results really suck i wont hafta see his *dissapointed* face..shit..add maths..bio..moral..all my shitty subjects..LIT !! omg..i still cant believe i took it..cant breath..omg..omg..omg..need to get a new pendrive..asap..yeesh..

getting lost

sigh..women cant read maps..whoever said that def had experience dealing with a women "navigating"..my mum had to send the the naza to the naza kia place today..apparently the normal mechanics fix it cuz the radiator's leaking and we need a special tool to open it..or something liddat..so we come to the office in the morning cuz my dad was suppose to fetch my mum to the place and bring her bk..budden he kena held-up at the airport and couldnt make it..so my mum had to go alone..she dunno whr the place was..me and the finance director follow my mum behind in the kancil..oh man..the way she drive..like the thing was a frigging ferrari..accelarate..break..accelarate..break..lol..we were holdin the map in our hands..but we toking toking..lost sight of my mum's naza and ended up somewhr in damansara kayu ara..we had to follow a policeman bk to the naza kia place..=.=..useless map.. imagine a kancil following a policeman..like some dignitary..XD..so memalukan..fetch my mum..on the way bk..gt the signboard which says roundabout ahead..mum says take the 3 o'clock..we come to the junction..looking for the roundabout..we tought we were lost again..my mum looks up and says.."ok..take the 3 o'clock"..we still looking around for the roundabout..guess what..the "roundabout" was a bump in the road painted red..damn thing..so the car moves..then gt some congestion..so the car moved abit to the right..then the finance director goes " oops..i terpijak the roundabout abit "..for some reason i found it so funny..XD..so..women cant read maps..amen to that..

im obssesed with the tudor dynasty..that's wat happens when u read bks like "the other boleyn girl ".."the constant princess" and "the boleyn inheritance"..yest night at 11..HBO aired their mini-series..aptly called "The Tudors"..my dad came home around 10..so i knew that i wont be able to watch cuz my dad..yea..the day he watches that kind of shows is the day i start exersicing the morning as i have promised myself many times i would do..i stayed up anyway..hoping he will get bored of the shows and go to bed early..at 11.05..tv off..door close..lock..and i can hear the bathroom door closing..one of my dad's habits..always closing the bathroom door be4 sleeping..go figure..i sneak out..on the telly..arrange the pillows and lie down..change to HBO..ooohh..jonathan rhyes myers..the yummiest henry the 8th i have yt to see..ok-ok oni lerr..waiting for the ep whr anne boleyn shows up..i love her character in the books..henry was an ass for beheading her "if i cant keep her..no one can" rule..aish..wonder if uncle has the season on dvd yt..keke..call my dad bring me go check..

stupid lisence process

i love series marathon's..i hate to watch week by week..they always go to break or end at the most *doob doob..doob doob* parts..heroes season3 marathon..sylar is the absolute yummiest..love him to death..XD..finnaly broached the subject of college on sun..during breakfast..not suprising..it didnt go as planned..guess daddy still finds it hard to let go..even an eensy weensy teeny tiny bit..its not like in going to move away..sigh..the perils of being the only girl and first born to boot..OMG..i feel like not wanting to take lisence..the shit i had to go true..in the freaking HOT sun for abt two bloody hours just wathing the man park the stupid car which kept emmiting smoke..went home straight away shower..wash hair..the whole shebang and slept like a pig..i missed dinner..bloody hell..i was starving..today..was the busiest day i have ever had..end of the month means salary which equals to ppl running around looking for somebody's attendance and hogging the finance's epson printer..(we're only allowed to print invoices and overtime entries on that printer )..like arounf 4 something..my dad walked into the office after going to places unknown..i finished my part ade..waiting for the acc exec to correct my very frequent mistakes for me to ammend..so i was msg-ing somebody while waiting for the project director to finish..my dad's room door is a heavy oak thing that takes a while to close..so when the proj. came out..i like relax liddat decided to wait for a while lerr..suddenly..my dad's voice.."NISHA ! " scared me oni..nvm..i didnt kena scolding..oh..and i poked myself wit a stapler bullet..no idea how..bt then agn..its me..so..yea..lol..

paper

it was raining again in the morning..sigh..i went wit my dad today..first time ever whr i reached on time..so proud..he was in a good mood today..i wanted to broach the subject abt registering for college be4 march 12..so i went "father" and he went "daughter"..then..suddenly i got no guts.. >.< ..every morning..every dept must bring in documents to him for him to approve and clear..we always try to go in be4 the project's dept..cuz he always bad mood afta dat..god knows why..lucky for me i went first..the finance and accounts dept werent so lucky..poor babies..kena maximum..we were clearing all the old doc from the store room..when my dad called me in..he asked if gt any fax that arrived from jusco in penang..i checked..gt one paper in the fax machine..the heading said AEON Corp..i asked my mum summore she say dun haf..so im holding the paper in my hand when i go in..i tell him no..dun haf..he looks in my hand and ask's me "what's that ?"..i show him..then he tell me " this is the one lerr ! from penang ! "..so i dunno wat to say..how the heck was i supposed to know AEON Corp is part of the jusco project..i said " oh "..then he hantam back.."what oh ?! " " what did you tink this was ?? paper ?! "..wuyo..i like wanna cry liddat..nvm..put my brave face..and exited the office..im never going in thr afta the pro dept ever agn..so scary..i tought the acc dept..kak jamilah hw to gt facebook..lol..im in love wit the flo rider ft katy perry song..altho i anly listened to the tune at first and not the words..its so naughty..keke..

raining in the morning = sleep more

when i woke up this morning..it was raining..and i was all snuggled up in my comforter..i got up to pee..cuz my "bladder's of steel" was about to die..then i went back into bed thinking i can sleep in abit more..i can hear my dad's barritone voice from downstairs.."nisha..what do u think you are doing ? "..oh man..at the speed whr i grabbed my towel and ran for the bathroom..i probably broke a record or something..finished everything and going downstairs..oops..daddy's still thr..hehe..afta giving me the famous look and saying good morning he went bk to his paper..then agta a while..he said "im going to melaka today"..lol..i heard it as "im going to call today"..so i asked him.."call who ? "..another "look"..sigh..he went in the morning..hasnt come in the office yt..be4 lunch..the project department brought her saree to give to the tailor..then kak jamilah wanted to wear..like just wrap around her oni lerr..so we were tying it..when uncle rozaidi (my dad's right hand man/site supervisor ) walks in..we tought it was my dad..o.m.g..it was like a fast forward scene..whoosh ! kak jamilah "stepped out of the saree and every1 went bk to their places leaving me standing thr wit the saree in my hands..lol..then when they realised it wasnt boss..lol..poor uncle rozaidi..kena scolding for scaring them..we're going to buy goldfish fir the off cuz the feng shui man said so..we have to buy in odd num's..so gt 3 of them..the accounts director-kak jamilah..the finance manager-kak thilagaa and i chop to name them..finance wants to name hers john abraham after that yummy hindi actor..acc wants to name it shahid kapoor also after that yummier hindi actor..and im naming it aamir khan..after the yummiest hindi actor..kekeke...

janne

we're starting college 2gether..

if i ever get around to registering..

lol

handsome's pic..

esther..my eternal gf..

muaxx..missing ya'all crazy

my girlfriend..XD

mee and i

supposedly doing experiments during chem..

experimenting wit mandy's camera is more like it..

does this give you an idea of what we used to do in school

never ever

telling my dad that i have no work to do is a bomb..i was using the internet on my mums laptop cuz the new trainee needed to use the accounting software on my comp..my dad came over and saw what i was doing and he's like "no work to do ? "..i didnt know wat to say..if i said yea i wil kena scolding..if i say no aso will kena scolding..he call me to office.."bring this week's attn"..then he asked me to do something with the fadasan workers and sl4b workers..his voice is so deep and rough..when he talks fast..it always sounds like.."deeeeeeeeeeeennn"..if i ask him 2 explain one more time..again another scolding " why just now never pay attn ?! "...so im like "ok ok"..then i go out and attempt to make out the scribbling and circling...i just printed the new copy..waiting for the project manager to exit the office..pray god what i did was correct..

jun..XD

his " fav " pic..

lol

ta-da !

elsie and i.. the only two ppl who had to

wear specs during grad cuz of our amazing eyes..XD

bwahahaha !!

i know how to put pic's now..

oh yea..oh yea..yea yea..oh yea..

i wanna go home

my mum went to get my grams from the bus station..leaving me to fend for myself..the weather is so perfect for sleeping..im all snuggled up in my jacket..its raining..its a huge effort not to barge into my dad's office and fall asleep on the 3-seater in the visitor area..*sniffle*..my dad just walked out of the office..for the oh so important tender meeting for which i spent the entire morning faxing and photostat-ing and binding papers and rolling up HUGE building plans..i got 3 paper cuts..damn it..13 mins to lunch..lol..yest evening..the finance director's aqquaintance e-mail-ed her a warning abt not to help any1 you dunno rub suntan lotion at the beach..so she tot its just a warning oni..so she e-mail's it to the entire office..as she usually does..the acc director opened the e-mail and attachment..LOL..it was a nude of a transvestite..so gross..the finance director was like so frigging shocked..and for a moment all was quiet when something dawned on me..i went " OMG ! did u e-mail it to boss ?? "..and she did..thank the heavens he wasnt in at the time..we did an undercover op..the project department watched the door..the account and finance got ready to distract the boss if he did walk in the door..i was the one who knew his laptop password..lucky the laptop was already on..go in..find the e-mail..delete it..get out..op accomplished..we just only sat down in our places when my dad walked in..nobody spoke a word until he went into the room..then we looked at each other and when..*phew*..lol..another thing to add to my resume..undercover operative..XD

its that time of the day again..where mum goes and gets the boys and i have a free reign over the office..no one to tell me to do stuff..or whisper from behind.."nisha..if u dont get off the internet now..im going to tell yr father and potong yr gaji"..cue the *rolled eyes*..these are the peacefull hours..execpt when i hafta get up and get the goddamn fax's which NEVER stop cming..its like when i finnaly deign to get up and retrieve the neglected documents from the machine..and sit down..look here look there..record it and put it in the respective folder and get started on doing something else on the comp again..another document will come in..aarrgh..oh..and when my dad calls me on the intercom asking for a document which i have no knowledge about..i literally hafta run around the off looking for it..like today..he calls me on the intercom and goes " get me the file for no21 "..and hangs up...im like wth is no21..im calling my mum on the phone and she says its one of the property files..i run to the drawer..realise i forgot the keys..run back to the key cabinet..(im not wearing my specs)..squint to read the tags on the keys that say "property files"..grab it..run to the drawer..open the heavy metal thing..skim tru the labels..open the little space that's supposed to have the files..and wat do u know..it isnt there..run back to call my mum panicking because my dad has a short temper and one of his pet peeves is hving to wait for something..im babbling to my mum on the phone.."it isnt thr..the file isnt thr.." when in my direct line of vision i see a file on the accounts director's table..No21..ss2/7...yea..

45 !

i passed the computer test..wat jun said was true.."when in doubt..its always 5"..gt full marks for that colour part..i finished it in 9 min 57 sec..i accidently pressed the "confirm answers" button when i was going for the "re-check answer's" button..i was like.."shit" and i stared at the comp screen for a whole 10 sec be4 hving the guts to press the "keputusan" button..so happy..i met 5 ppl thr..3 from the same institut..one of the girls..her name was visha and she is the oldest wit 2 younger bros..only girl..same age..and her dad's name is almost the same as mine..freaky..her cuzzie vicky..who registered 2 yrs ago..sat for the talk last year and doing undang this year..lol..and their neighbour..2 malay girls who i dunno the name bt was talking to them for quite a while..Xp..going sor the 6 hour talk on sat..thank god my phone headset is working this time..

dory

i have this tution teacher...lol..we're like two peas in a pod..we both are bookworms..we love chocolate to death..despite numerous "attempt's" to give it up (im eating a bar of cadbury milk choco as im typing this)..once started reading a book..we wont put it down until we've finished..we nibble our lips when we're under stress..and most of all..we both have the same memory capacity..XD..she usually parks in front of the hse..but that day somebody ter-curi her spot.so she park in front of the neighbour's hse..after exchanging songs and books and all that she left lerr..LOL..she walked up to the car in front of the hse..a silver BMW..and pressed her car-key like 3 times wondering why the damn thing isnt opening be4 realising it wasnt her car..XD XD..i love you teach..

suuu..XD

i went out yesterday and guess who i saw at starbucks doing nothing..jeannie and hazmi ! but i didnt talk long..just hi hi then sarah came ade..then jeannie went " abandon us now lerr "..lol..as we were walking subway for lunch , she almost stepped on some poor man's shoe.and she was telling me "omg ni..i almost stepped on that man's suu" ..XD..we went to do the name keychain's..we had fun choosing all the alphabets..the little monkey on the top..and when it was time for the finishing touch..we went to the little board that holds all the trinkets..and wat do you know..two smae coloured suu's there..it was so meant to be..but..alas..no money..we blew it all on nonsense..in my case..books..we looked at each other and went " gaji-day ! "..lol..then we watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"..awesome movie..brad pitt is so yummy..keke..

suuu..XD

carpe diem

only yesterday did i fully comprehend the meaning of that quote...life's fleeting joys and all its sorrows..
one of my closest friends passed away yesterday..she had terminal cancer which i had no idea abt..
according to the letter she wrote me which her brother read over the phone..she wanted me to remember her as she was..not the skinny..pale..bald person that she had become..
she fought it for as long as she could..not wanting to be kept alive by a machine..she signed a DNR which her father couldnt contest because she was legally 18..
we grew up together..she will always be a part of me..
so many memories flashed tru my head after luke had hung up..stolen ice-creams..broken bones..scraped knees..stupid cats..fish funerals..madonna lilies..bicycle races..purple rooms..
im gonna miss her..she said things that made no sense to others but perfect sense to me..we had that balance in our lives..
some say that you only find that kind of friend once in a lifetime..chrissy was one of a kind..
she knew all the bad things abt me..yet she still stuck tru..lol..that went both ways..
man..she had horrible mood swings when it was "the time of the month"..she was worse that garfield when it came to the sleep area..she had a thing for one of my best friends..which until this day i do not understand..i talked to my bestie yest after crying myself out for an hour..the first thing she said was not "hello"..but "i know u watched lipstick jungle"..XD XD..i love u amy..she told me some stuff which totally made me feel better..i know she's no longer in pain..and i hope to god that she's happy..i love you chrissy..i want you to know that..forever and always..remember ?..thats wat you said be4 u cut me..i have the perfect song for you..Leigh Nash-Ocean Size Love..i'll play it 2day..while i burn those lilies that you adore..and that chocolate that you can never gt enuf of..even when u cut yr tongue..*sigh*..bora-bora islands..u always went the distance..ciao bella..i hope that that cockroach wasnt your doing..cause if i ever see you again..i will kill you..XD..4ever and always chrissy...forever and always..

i know

ok..i know how to put pic's..no help needed..yet..

no guts no glory

i have no guts to tell my bestie abt my blog..LOL..
i bet the first thing she will say is.."how on earth did u manage that ?? "
then the judging will begin..cue "JAWS" theme song..
i dunno how to upload pics..gtg ask some1 abt dat..
esther will be perfect..XD..remember the time i tought you hw to upload pic's into the pendrive..
good times good times
*long inwarded drawn sigh*
i listen to old ppl music all day..some of it are great..most of it are..OLD..
i change to mix fm..so we have an even share..but daddy dearest walked in the office one day and stood awhile..i tought he forgot something be4 i realised the song playing on the radio was Britney Spear's "Womaniser"..
then came "THE LOOK"
he pointedly took the controls and changed it bk to light and easy..
it has never changed stations since..
NOBODY dares to go up thr and press the little no3 button..as i am forbidden to touch it..
i listen to my phone whenever i can..oni my mum keeps coming up to me and giving me work when she sees i have nothing to do..thus i open some file on the computer and pretend to be veri bz..and my dad caught me the other day when i was reaching over for a file wit my earphones on and me simultaneously singing "low..low..low..low..low..low..low..apple bott..oops.."

OMG

i had no idea making a blog was this easy..well..the starting process lerr..not the pic's..and the music..and the rest..
all who know me well enuf knows that im technologically stunted..literally..
i did it out of boredom..i succumed to the one thing i promised i would never do..among other things that i promised never to do..
with nothing do do from 4 to 5.30 in the evening's..no mum to hiss at me from behind everytime i open the internet..being on constant alert and closing the page when my dad walks in and out of the office..
using the internet..closing the internet..looking at the clock..sigh and open the internet again..
story of my life..